Pain

Today I go in for some shots in my back to help figure out where my pain is radiating from. I had to stop taking any meds for 5 days prior to these shots. I never realized how much some medication now and then was blocking out pain. It makes it hard to concentrate. Hopefully today will help. I don't care what I have to do to get rid of this pain, it just sucks.


Pain for me,
Has become the norm,
I am broken and beat,
I have weathered the storm.
When will my skies clear,
When can I stop the tears,
I don't know how much,
More I can go.
Develop in me the strength to move on,
Show me a place where I can be strong,
Heal my heart, it is heavy hung,
I miss the days when I could function.
What does it matter if I am in pain?
I am the only one its driving insane.
I can't share wisdom,
I can't share power,
Drained from the battle,
The latest this hour.
I will be strong,
It is expected from me,
Healthy blessings,
I will gather to me,
I will pull my spirit,
I will sing strong,
I will pray for safe passage,
I will move on.