Another day

I don't know what it is, but I do things and don't really think them out. Last night my back was hurting so I took some meds then got ready and went to bed. I didn't even think about the fact that I had my inlaws over and that I didn't say goodnight. I just left. I was consumed by my self and didn't think. When my wife came in she asked me why I had left and didn't say anything. I hadn't even thought about it. I have been zoning off a lot lately. I start something and then my mind wanders off into who knows where and I find myself uninterested in what I was doing. That has to stop. I have to focus. I am not getting much work done and I have to be as productive as I can be.

Concentration close at hand,
Stopping short of my fellow man,
Arrange the flowers of the land,
Release the burden if I can.
Run across the morning,
The sky is filled with love,
I can't believe the frustration,
My heart feels, I have had enough.
Listen to the footsteps,
Across the open floor,
Who will share my gifts,
Who else will I ignore.