Just a ramble

Not much to say,
I feel my mind closing around me,
Walking a line that seems painted by dreams,
Frustrated and unsure,
Mixed emotion,
None distinct,
Scream aloud,
Get a grip,
Hold on so nothing will slip,
Back to the same old thing,
Here I go again,
The cycle spins once more,
Crying and crawling across the open floor.

I am not feeling good right now. I am not sleeping well and my coughing is frustrating me because I can't seem to calm my muscles to sleep. My body wants to violently expel every thing that is not supposed to be inside of it. My mental fatigue is starting to show and my focus is gone once more. I feel like I am loosing the battle of control. I just want to escape for a while. Sleep a sleep unknown by me in recent memory.

later