to write

i have never been much of a writer. i used this space many years ago to help me find freedom from addiction. now that i have not smoked in many years, i struggle to put into words the many thought that eat my world view. i keep having a pull to write a book or a script. but who am i to know how to go about a craft with no methods. i would hurt myself with the small things that others have common knowlege of. the problem is i keep dreaming or mind scanning a story that seems interesting to me anyway. i could read up on the type of beings that are intering my thoughts, but it wont be the story that is begging me to tell.. perhaps i will add some more information to my thoughts and start something. maybe a short story will be enough to let me pull away.